im sort of distracted now .
cos jus now when i was crossing the bridge to get to the 13 bus-stop .
i was like thinking " will he be there ? "
then dunn hav lahhs .
then the next bus stop he come ..
then i fake fake like never c himm lidatts .
denn he saw me and looked at me for a while .
denn cushh the bus no space mahhs .
den he standed beside me lahhs .
he today not so nerdd .
wahhah xD
never wear specs .
diiaoos ..
wahha xD
denns i can see him looking at me lahhs .
so i purposely turn to another direction .
lolls .
thenn i look at him .
den he look at me -.-
so paii sehh !
third time lerrs !
we boarded the same bus at the same time for the 3rd time and we're so close to each other !
goshhh .
fate ?
hes from ncc .
dat time first time i saw him in ncc uniformm .
first time we were at the same bus stop .
den we boarded the bus .
then we both quickly find seat .
then we ended up sitting DIRECTLY opposite each other .
we sat at the same time .
you know the bus hor .
normally got 2 seats facing opposite each other der .
ya that one .
that we keep starring at each other .
thens its like the bus journey so long !
den chaoo paii sehh la cann ..
then second time is i go with sy to j8 .
ya . denn he was with his friend .
so he sat not far from us .
only one seat in front of us .
ya . denns today he stand beside me -.-
sumore he alight at the same stop as me .
every time also same stop derrs .
denn the bus very crowded marhhs .
then i cannot get out .
then he let me =DD
bleahhs =DD
i dunno why la .
after i got down from the bus-stop i kept thinking of him !
SHIT !
i bathe think .
eat think .
even now blogging also think .
then i accidentally swallow fish bone just now .
dunno whether its bcos of him anot !
lolls -.-
diia0s .
yea . i know it may be spastic to u all la .
hahahs .
i wanna know his name .
BLEAHHS =))
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go figure it out bahhs ! it is in another language and im not telling yer wad lang it is =))
lovedd.<3
;7:51 PM.x
i dont know how to describe my feelings now .
its like ...
i very sadd lahhs .
its like they dont even understand me .
they keep saying what i do is all for guides, guides and GUIDES .
they also agreed to it der lorrs .
now its like i get into guides .
everything also not happy !
what exactly do they want ?
i cant think .
im emotionally affected .
everything also dun support me nvm ler lor .
stil say i dis say i dat .
hav u ever thought how hard i tried to get the best results ?
hav u ever thought how hard i tried to save money ?
that time u asked me whether i wanted a thumbdrive .
i NEEDED one for my studies .
and i WANTED one .
but i dint want to waste money .
i shook my head and said no .
did u know it took alot of courage for me to say that ?
i REALLY wanted it .
ALOT .
i mean it .
today u asked me if i needed any money .
u passed me $4 and i asked you to keep it for urself .
did u know i left $1 plus plus ?
i had to control my money ?
whenn im already like famished ?
i had to buy books and stationary with my pocket money ?
i had to donate this that this that ?
all i wanted is to help u to SAVE .
and u dun understand me .
u say i so skinny and whatever comments .
enough already lor !
im sick .
ok .
sick .
i tried to do everything you said .
come home for lunch so as to not waste money eating outside .
i TRIED .
bud i had alot of commitments .
sport heats . projects and etc .
and by the time i reach home its like 5 +
and i haven had my lunch ?
i just had to bear my hunger and do my homework .
and act as if nth had happened ?
everythings wrong .
my studies .
my cca .
my ....
everything ...
i cant turn to anyone .
except for my friend, sy, who is always there for me .
like i was there for her when she needed me .
she called me when she had troubles .
and i called her when i had troubles .
im currently under ALOT of stress now .
everyday down there ask this ask that .
if u trusted me, u wudent be doing that .
i haven learnt my guides test yet .
tmr's testing sgga .
and im bound to fail .
i cant even concentrate !
my brain is like filled with all these thoughts .
GOSH ~
peaceout .
why . why . why .
my tears are dripping .....
lovedd.<3
;10:15 PM.x
sianns .
now we're learning bio .
the DREADFUL physics module is FINALLY over .
i did the common test badly .
dun ask me .
cos im telling yer its really very very BAD .
7/20
bleahhhs =)
then now the bio teacher abit weird and siao lahh .
come call me gwyneth paltrow .
PPIGG !
denns its like ystd i was going home .
then i walked past all the classrooms
( band pple practise there )
then the mr wong is the band teacher lah .
so i was like hoping i wont meet him lorr .
then like when i was ABOUT to leave lah, i SAW him .
i was like trying to like avoid him la .
then he wave his hand at me la .
i dunno how to react la cann .
den i jus smile abit ..
lolls .
i guess i mus hav looked silly then .
whahah xD
okay, now ruth is counting down .
20 secs left .
she wans me tuhh do the project .
better save before she come kill me!
lolls . okokok . bybyee xD
lovedd.<3
;3:37 PM.x
cant stand it anymore ler .
everytime kb .
=(=(=(
ask this ask that .
ask stupid qs sumore .
FREAK <
neways, i jus change friendster acc .
http://www.friendster.com/profiles/icecubee
click to view xD
add mii as frienndd arhhs !
k thankiew xD
lovedd.<3
;8:26 PM.x
hellos =D
got so many things to blog buddens no time !
that day went to see DORM .
omg lahhs !
damn nice la cann .
must watch arhhs ! =D
den today p.e hav to run 1.2 km lahhs .
den run until damn tired le lahhs .
then hav to go for patrol meeting .
den all the sec 1s all waiting lor .
then later junyin say no meeting !
qi si wo !
then " hav " cheer practice .
so i wait there for v.long then i heck i go buy food .
cos i nvr eat breakfast then hungry =(
smuggle out of canteen =D
then i come back then they say dun hav !
if i had known earlier, then i wouldnt hav bought hello panda ler .
should hav just bought something FULL .
den guides got color party .
den they say at the rate we're going, we cant get enrolled .
its like actually cos grace nvr come quite a few times lah .
then she only noe how to left left left right left .
all the halt, dismiised, color party salute colors all dunno =(
so hav to teach lohhs .
den its like ( ok la, im sorry if i hurt ur feelings ) she left left left right left also dun wan march properly la .
i know, shes trying her best la .
bud PLEASE< i need to pass it !
i WANT to get enrolled !
we keep repeating the color party dismissed part alot of times .
i mean it, i think 25 times or more .
bud she cant just geddit lehhs !
even melissa also .....
i do until i wanna faint ler .
then fanny ask us demo .
den its like i really dun hav any energy left .
i couldnt march PROPERLY .
my arms were liek swinging in every direction la .
haiis . den we arrange date ler tuhh do color party .
hope can be better barhhs . =(
haiis ! fail guide test AGAIN and AGAIN !
ive already put in effort ler lah . buddens after color party very hot then i cannot concentrate .
then i jiu anyhow write lohhs .
bud i admit lah, got some i nvr learn .
like the uniform onee =P
that one completely nvr learn .
that day no timee mahhs .
yepps .
then i also fail the handsign and signal .
BOO =(
haiis ! i hav so many things right now !
1) pe assignment
( takes up alot of time, we need to take videos of examples AND its GRADED )
2) science mini task ( doing tonight on phone )
3) learn guides test
4) revise this revise that .
feel that all my subjects are deteorating .
*sobs*
why so many things happenn !
today mrs sushilla come break me and sy up .
hrmppff .
shes gonna pay for that !
i guarantee !
FREAK <
its like me and sy so good frens lor .
same cca, sit together, go home together, recess together .
everybody also know der .
then today move place alot pple ask us if we ok anotts .
of cos la .
i put on my brave front .
right now, im holding on my tears .
how can she do this !
yes, i know, im spastic or whatever .
bud at least, not so far away !
shes like at the another corner of the classroom !
i miss her =(
right here, i wanna thank you for what you hav done for me .
and i love u ;
ALWAYS .
good luck in everything u do .
dun think of me anymore =(
go be friends with others bahs .
we cant always stick together .
im SORRY, i broken my promise .
tuh be goof friends forever .
its all becos of YOU .
i dun wan u to be sad .
LET GO <
bye .
PLEASE < LET ALL THIS MISERY END !
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !
lovedd.<3
;8:48 PM.x
heyys .
just changed my tagboard colour !
go check it out kayys !
its ORANGE .
yepps .
at the same time, TAG okayys !
<3
gwenniiie x)
lovedd.<3
;12:13 PM.x
llalallaas .
jus came back from crescent girls' campfire .
yupps .
quite fun lahhs .
alot of sch came .
eg. raffles institution, raffles girls, acs[i/b], catholic high, river valley, cedar, gan eng seng, st margrets, and whatsoever lahhs .
then we keep cheering for cat high .
den they like dun cheer for us .
cos sji also got campfire mahhs .
so some of st nicks come crescent girls some go sji lah .
i wanna go sji lehhs .
lolls .
neways, i met my old friend which i nvr see for like 2 years !?!
i got her new hp no =D
yippiiee !
she's a guide now and she's in crescent girls .
hope can keep in contact lahhs .
but she was kinda busy and couldnt chat .
*sniffs*
hahahas .
now hearing my blog song .
i suddenly think of him againn .
.....
....
...
..
.
cant believe that my pass is STILL about him .
3 years hav already gone by .
i can still rmb how sad i was when he told me he wanna break .
i cried and cried AND cried .
okayys . enuff of all these sad stuffs .
gonna hav a good sleep !
byee <3
lovedd.<3
;11:04 PM.x
blahhs .
BORED :(
ive loadds of homework uncompleted :(
bud im just too exhaustedd .
even when im typing this, my eyelids are like sagging ?
iHATEthis !
i cant seem to focus on anything .
i have to read two BORING books .
one english, one chinese .
FREAK .
btw, i went for patrol outing ystd .
went to orchardd lahhs .
den me and another fren came quite early .
so we just hanged around .
den got two teenage guys come lahhs .
' can i take up 1 second of ur time ? '
den me and my friend say nth lahhs .
then they started asking .
' how old are u all arhhs ?
wad sch u from arhhs ?
special/express ?
hav maids at home anots ? '
actually they ask so many things .
the only thing relevant is ' hav maids at home anots '
cos theyre like asking pple to donate money to maids who are ill-treated by employers to get tickets to go back to their own countries .
then they ask so many qs for wadds ?
how old arhhs ? wad sch ar ?
freak lehhs .
aiyah nvm .
then we went to eat pizza :D
i ate 3 ( GLUTTON ! ) teeheee .
they were like ' aiyo . so skinny eat so much . '
blahhhs . whatever .
THAT'sME (:
den we went to design our own patrol t-shirt .
one person $18 .
den went to watch ' urs mine and ours ' at ps .
not bad lahhs . bud very short niaas . 1h 30 mins only .
den i go lib borrow bks . den go home lor .
LOL .
ok .
byyyyE .
lovedd.<3
;2:09 PM.x
im like laughing when i type this .
perhaps bcos of the con i had with emily before dis .
i think i went bonkers or sumting .
emily : how's your class ?
me : ok la . i mean what can i say ? bud got some eccentric pple lah .
emily : lol . really ? like how ?
me : sum like tchr until like siao .
emily : lol me too cos im emily strange sum say that .
me : LOL . i like her books ?
emily : she writes books ?
me : no mehhs ?
emily : i thought she only sells bags ?
me : oh wait . i go check .
-CHECK-
me : i say u dun laff hor . i will pai seh one .
emily : why shud i ? whats so pai seh ?
me : i went to check and the title was emily runaway imagination and the author -beverly clearly .
ok , this is so stupid rites !!
aww . whatever .
gotta watch da chang jin .
bbyye <3
lovedd.<3
;10:02 PM.x
yeppx ! simply lurrvvee this skin lahh !
dunno how to decribbe lahhs .
like kinda refreshingg .
ahhahahas .
seems like i wun be changing it for a long time .
unless im really bored or smth .
ahahhaas .
neways, TAG TAG TAG !
i jus changed my board !
i got the idea of colour combination from carissa .
yepps . jus found it nice .
so i kopii .
hahahas . dun mind hoorr .
i credit u lerr xD
okkk . so GOGOGO !!
TAG TAG TAG !
lolls .
=)=)=)
neways, today was north division day .
did 60 push-ups .
.....
.......
aiyahhhs . nvmm .
tmr patrol outing .
so excitedd !
lollls .
ok bye <3
lovedd.<3
;5:55 PM.x
i slogged my guts out ystd for fiesta !
our milo dinosaur is such a hot favourite !
we even ran out of stock and ting2 had to went out of sch to buy more milo !
yea manns !
saw emily and ngai ying !
they changed so much !
hmmms .
people change over time mahhs . hahahs !
i sat the ' rainbow ' ride like 5 times ?
damnns . its so fun lahhs !
i spent about $40 on it canns !
its by 3 loyalty . so im sorta supporting my senior !
woots !
im so tiredd la can .
i had to wake up 5 + ystd to get to sch at 6:20 am
after fiesta i was like dead tired ler lor .
then i stil had to FORCE myself to go for barbeque .
awwwwwww ....
in the end, i went home at 11:44 pm .
goshhh !
i was like half-asleep by then .
i slept immediately [ w/o brushing my teeth ! ]
LOL . i was really exhaustedd . u cant really blame me .
hahhas .
i had to wake up at 7am today !
with my muscles aching .
i guess i can be a panda ler !
really lahhs .
hahhas .
2morow frens coming to my house to do project .
YEEESH .
wake up EARLY AGAIN .
it sucks ok .
ahhahas .
den tues i hav to wake up at 6 +
cos i have guides !
that means i can only hav a good sleep at wednesday !
wonder if i can go on without fainting .
wish me luck kayys !
bb <3
lovedd.<3
;7:58 PM.x
yippiies !
tmr fiesta liaos !
i so excitedd cann !
lolls !
i already reserved ten dollars for the haunted house liaos !
sumhow la , i dunno why .
i feel so protective of st nicks now .
whenver sumbody says bad of MY school , i will like say backk .
hmm .
am i starting to like it ?
hope so .
lolls .
IM SO TIRED !
bud i hope all i did is all worth it !
go 1 grace ~~
we rox manns !
((:
hope we can really earn profits like cia0 !
lolls !
kk . <3 always .
bye !
lovedd.<3
;7:19 PM.x
ok . exhaustedd .
need some kind of break now .
i helped tenna do short story the other day .
today helped sy print auto-bio poem .
also helped tracy scan the thing .
whooa .
rushed thru my shu xin also .
today hav guides test and house practice sumore .
i got in for long jump la !
i dun believe im representing green house for it lehhs !
u can ask benita, she saw me anyhow jump .
lolls .
i scared later i lose .
then lau kui .
lolls .
at least got points [ i think ]
my leg hurts :(
yupps .
so busy in my commitement now .
go sch still mus organise the fiesta stuffs .
neways, jus got back report book .
one word to describe :
BAD .
never got once is good one lah !
hahhas .
i dun even hav any a1 lor .
bud at least i chi get top 20% of the whole cohort .
then these few days got this group of hci guys lah .
i think they stay over at our sch lor .
everyday also come and ' pao ' girls .
or maybe is the girls go over and zi dong wan .
lolls .
aiyahh .
i not interested lor .
hahhas .
k . bye
<3
lovedd.<3
;8:37 PM.x
somehow, i jus feel like blogging now .
hahhas xD
suddenly miss all my pri sch friends :(
missed the happy times we had, and the sad times we've gone thru together :(
* sighs *
wonder when we're gonna hav 6b gathering !
everyone's talking about it , yet nobody's trying to organise it !
i mean, nothing's really done to it .
aww man . this sucks :(
you can say im despo or wadever, because i REALLY HOPE to have 6b`o5 gathering .
everything seems quite fine in st nicks .
but i jus feel that something's missing .
hmmm .
hmm .
boys ?
hahhas . lame xD
yea, im spastic . whatever .
* sighs *
wonder what kind of results will i receive this friday .
how will i be reacting ?
jumping up and down with joy ?
or trying hard to control my tears ?
only god knows .
and i know how hard ive worked .
seriously speaking, i didnt really put much effort for this term :)
hahhas xD
jus hope for the best and prepare for the worst lor !
(:(:(:
wish me luck okayys ??
thankiew x)
<3 always .
xD
lovedd.<3
;9:58 PM.x
ok .
today i so pai seh lahh !
cos after sch, me and sy were supposed to go to 3 diff supermarkets to find prices of certain items lahhs .
so we went to 7-eleven and eat .
thenn got two mayflower sec guys lahhs .
denn i accidentally hit him with my file .
then he was like ' ooww ' that kind of face lahhs .
so i like keep saying ' sorry, sorry '
then later his friend say ' he wan ur hp no. "
then i was like ' huh ? '
then i paii sehh , then i jus ignore lahhs .
i jus like fill my bowl with boiling water lor .
then hav to heat it up wadds .
then its like he [ the guy that i hit ] was like standing there .
blocking our wayy lahhs .
purposely wanns .
den we cannot heat our food lorrs .
den after for a few mins, he left and then hung around outside 7-eleven with his friend .
den i was like quickly eat then we went off to tpc .
then on the bus journey, got this guy .
cos that time i went home then he was sitting opp. my seat .
so we were like looking at each other .
very pai seh .
then this time meet him again lehhs .
so i was like WALAO .
lolls .
then we very fast sit to tpc lahhs .
then we went to cold storage .
then the so-called ' auntie ' saw us taking down der prices of certain items .
which we needed it for our project as i mentioned above .
then she say ' u cannot anyhow take down prices, u need to ask the manager in white . '
so we saw this white guy and asked him if he was the manager .
then he say no .
then we like walked around for a long time bud no person wearing white was in sight .
so we continued to look at the prices of certain items lah .
den we were like playing hide and seek with that auntie lah .
she come here then we go there .
we got here den she go there and stuffs lidat lah .
so in the end we finished (:
so we went home lah .
then i saw the same guy AGAIN .
that guy who sat opp me .
then i was like WAAALAAAOOO .
then he keep looking at mee .
then i keep looking at him lorrs .
lolls .
then my bus come then i go home -.-
lolls .
ok . really gotta go eat dinner .
bye (:
<3
lovedd.<3
;6:33 PM.x
hellos !
im on hiatus for 1 week !
is it one week or less ?
aww . whatever (:
im soo happy that i dint fail my guides test !
no need to retest !
yay !
lolls .
fiesta coming soon liaos !
so excited lahhs !
got haunted house lehhs !
ok . lame -.-
neways, i <3>
lovedd.<3
;9:30 PM.x
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